rekallabrate: the podcast
Welcome to rekallabrate: the podcast. I’m Kalla, and this is a space where we explore how shifting the way you think can shift the way you live.
Through unfiltered solo episodes and raw conversations with guests, I share stories about grief, love, blended family life, government corruption, natural living, and everything in between. The mission is simple: to be real on the internet and spark dialogue through authentic storytelling.
This podcast is recorded in one take with minimal (if any) editing—because life is messy, and that’s what makes it beautiful.
A quick note: this show was previously called Lightin’ Up. Episodes 1–25 still carry that name, and I’m proud of them. Those conversations—on everything from birth to the music industry to farming—are still some of my favorites, so I’ve kept them here. But starting with episode 26, the podcast is officially rekallabrate: the podcast.
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Let’s dive in and rekallabrate together.
Episodes
36 episodes
36 | I Am a Mother: Pregnancy Loss & Grief with Hayden Curry
In this episode of Rekallabrate: The Podcast, I sit down with Hayden for a deeply vulnerable conversation about grief, pregnancy loss, motherhood, & what it means to continue living after your world has been cracked open.<...
35 | The Art of Nourishment with Chef Ra
In this episode of rekallabrate: the podcast, I sit down with my friend Ransom, AKA Chef Ra, to talk about N O U R I S H M E N T. This is about more than just eating or cooking. It’s about the ART of nourishment—so...
34 | Activate Your Voice with Mikaela Sullivan
In this episode of rekallabrate: the podcast, I sit down with one of my best friends, Mikaela, a somatic guide who works with vocal activation. We talk about something most of us were trained out of using: our V O ...
33 | The Creative Process with The Kaleidoscope Kid
In this episode, I sit down with someone who is one of my best friends, one of my teachers, & one of my all-time favorite artists, Josh AKA The Kaleidoscope Kid. This episode is all about C R E A T I V I T Y.
32 | Grief Tending with Shaelyn
In this episode of Rekallabrate: The Podcast, I sits down with my grief mentor & teacher Shaelyn for a grounded, honest conversation about grief.Through her teachings & her offering of “Elemental Grief”—a seven ...
31 | My Dad is Dead & Now I Know Grief
In this episode, I cry. This one’s all about my dad, our difficult relationship, his death, & the grief I walk with now.I tell the story of my relationship with my dad—which was extremely difficult & ugly at times—&...
30 | A Wise Woman's Approach to Herbs & Life with Natalija
Welcome back to rekallabarte: the podcast! I'm so very grateful that you're here.In this episode, I sit down with Natalija—a clinical herbalist with 20+ years of experience, a wise woman, & a dear friend....
29 | Started From The Bottom Now She's Here with Jana Kearney
In this episode, I sit down with Jana Kearney—entrepreneur, marketing expert, pole-dancing biohacker, survivor, & someone who has rebuilt her entire life piece by piece.Jana didn’t grow up in an easy environment. She started u...
28 | Herbalism, Motherhood, & Keeping it Simple with Brenna
I sat down with my best friend Brenna for a conversation that reminded me why I go to her with half my life crises. She has this rare mix of plant knowledge, lived experience, & a “keep it simple, don’t overthink it” philosophy that makes h...
27 | Red & Green Flags in Spiritual Marketing with Shannon Huvaere
You know those spiritual influencers who make you cringe a little? The ones selling “abundance” but low-key preying on your insecurities? Yeah… we’re talking about them.In this episode, I sit down with Shannon Huva...
26 | rekallabrate: the podcast
I’ve been on a long-ass hiatus, but I’m back—with a REBRAND. Formerly known as the Lightin’ Up Podcast, it’s now rekallabrate: the podcast. I made the switch for simplicity & coherence across everything I do.My name...
25 | Herbalist & Former Vegan Talks Intuitively Eating Plants & Animals | Lightin' Up with Brenna
What’s up, fam! Episode 25 of the Lightin’ Up Podcast is now LIVE! Today I am joined by one of my very best friends & sisters, Brenna @earthling_bren who is an herbalist & former vegan turned intuitive eater. ...
24 | Contemplating Motherhood | Lightin' Up with Kirsten of The Good Vibes Crew
What’s up, fam! Episode 24 of the Lightin’ Up Podcast is now LIVE! Today’s episode is a little bit different than the rest! I don’t sit down with Kirsten as an expert, but rather as a fellow 30-something-year-old woman who is...
23 | Love & Stuff | Lightin' Up with Shelby & Rich of Let’s Knot & Say We Did
On today’s episode, I sit down with my friends Shelby & Rich of Let’s Knot & Say We Did, an adventure elopement company in Phoenix, AZ. You know I had to be cliché & release this episode about love on Valentine’s ...
22 | Creative Alchemy | Lightin' Up with NovTheZoner
What’s up, fam! Episode 22 of the Lightin’ Up Podcast is now LIVE! On today’s episode, I sit down with my friend NovTheZoner (@novthezoner_) who is a rapper, producer, & musical genius in Phoenix, AZ. If y...
21 | The Man Behind The Magic | Lightin' Up with Produced by Matt
What’s up, fam! Episode 21 of the Lightin’ Up Podcast is now LIVE! On today’s episode, I sit down with my friend Matt Campbell (@producedbymatt) to shine some light on the man behind the magic! Matt is a mu...
20 | Love Yourself The Way You Are | Lightin' Up with Odd Squad Family
What’s up, fam! Episode 20 of the Lightin’ Up Podcast is now LIVE! On today’s episode, I sit down with my friends in Odd Squad Family to discuss just fucking LOVING YOURSELF already!!! We had a really great...
19 | Sometimes I Feel Like I’m an Alien | Lightin' Up with Sincerely Collins
What’s up, fam! Episode 19 of the Lightin’ Up Podcast is now LIVE! On today’s episode, I sit down with my friend Sincerely Collins to discuss being an alien incarnated on earth at this time. Sincerely Collins AKA Kyle C...
18 | In the World, Not of the World | Lightin' Up with The Real Khiry
What’s up, fam! Episode 18 of the Lightin’ Up Podcast is now LIVE! On today’s episode, I sit down with my friend The Real Khiry to discuss being IN the world, but not OF the world. Khiry is a rapper, activist, philanthropist,...
17 | Self-Love, Fake Eyelashes, Instagram Filters, & Falling in Love | Lightin' Up with Myself
17 | Self-Love, Fake Eyelashes, Instagram Filters, & Falling in Love | Lightin' Up with MyselfWhat’s up, fam! After a much needed break, I am so excited to be back with episode 17 of the Lightin’ Up Podcast! On to...
16 | Death Cafe: A Conversation About Dying | Lightin' Up With Kelly
Welcome to Episode 16 of the Lightin’ Up Podcast! On today’s episode, I am joined by my friend Kelly, who is an end of life doula. We sat down to have a death cafe—a conversation about death & dying. The goal of a death c...
15 | Sacred Pregnancy Release | Lightin' Up with Katie
Welcome to Episode 15 of the Lightin’ Up Podcast! On today’s episode, I am joined by my sister Katie to talk about sacred pregnancy release, more commonly known as abortion. This is obviously a very sensitive subject, so be consci...
14 | Conscious Uncoupling with the Moon | Lightin' Up with Lisa Marie
Episode 14 of the Lightin' Up Podcast is now live! 🕯Welcome to Episode 14 of the Lightin’ Up Podcast! On today’s episode, I am joined by one of my very best friends & sisters, Lisa Marie, to talk about conscious uncoupling (breaking...
13 | Being Authentic & Holding the Light | Lightin' Up With Myself (Kalla Paige)
Welcome to Episode 13 of the Lightin' Up Podcast! On today's episode, I'm kickin' it solo to keep it real with you all & share what's been going on in my life, the things I've been learning, & how I've been feeling in this intense...
12 | Take a Rest from Hustle Culture | Lightin' Up with Katie Rapkoch
Welcome to Episode 12 of the Lightin' Up Podcast! On today's episode, we have my friend, life coach, & gym trainer Katie Rapkoch! Katie’s message on both this podcast & in her coaching is all about taking a REST from grind culture...
